meus intuitus

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Well, it seems I have clawed my way back a bit from existential despair.  My anxiety is subdued, but I still harbor a a significant amount of misanthropy.  Such hate is of little value—more costly than valuable, in actuality.  I need to continue to cultivate appreciation for the people I encounter in life.  This time, my joy will not be out of unfulfillable idealization, but out of full complete acceptance—warts, interests even as they conflict with my deepest perspectives, and all.

Bitterness and cynicism are hardly marks of enlightened minds.  For all my ponderings, I am really not so unique a person after all.  Thus my return journey continues.


Written by meusintuitus

January 24, 2013 at 9:04 am

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