meus intuitus

nihilism apparently

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I don’t know where this nihilism came from, but it permeates every bone in my body.  Today, I find myself cognitively decrepid.  I talk a lot of big talk—to others and to myself—about how “passionate” and “deep” I am, but in actuality, I have just become extremely lazy and fatalistic.

I’ve done enough ranting, whining, and puttering around.  It’s time for a change.  I need something I can really sink my teeth into—something I can sink my life into.  I need something I give a damn about.  I’ll explore global health more earnestly beginning today.  I just bought Mountains Beyond Mountains for my Kindle.

Stop complaining and do something about it, buddy.

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Written by meusintuitus

June 26, 2012 at 8:20 am

Posted in contemplation

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